إسبوعية ومخصصةزوايا وأقلام

With Love

1-
Day after day from that day
And it was the worst day of my life
Ah fuck i only want you
I understand you don’t accept me
But its impossible to get you out of my mind,
You know i cant lie i miss you a lot
I still remember how we started talking
Can we try that again
Can you remove my pain
I understand we cant
But
You will never understand how much i loved you
You hurt me so much
That i don’t know how to act
How to be fine
Thousands words cant describe how beautiful you are
A thousand words cant describe what i feel

2-
Instead of loving my self
I loved you so much
More than anything you know
I cant hate you maybe thats my destiny
Actually i will never hate you
It seems your always part of me
Every minutes and every day
I understand you will never be mine
But i’m breaking inside

3-
Your words are killing me
How you see me like that
How you didn’t accept me
How you left
How you cant trust me
How you feel about me now
You taught me to fight for
what i love But you didn’t
It seems i’m not your real love
Or it Seems im not real to you
But i loved you more than everything
I wish you could
see the real colors of me
See the real world
i’m not a fantasy
I’m human
I hope your ok with that

4-
Please remember that one day
You promised me to rock the world
To be successful
focus on that
Please
If your worried .
Im fine
It doesn’t fucking matter if you make
Mistakes that can be forgiven
Love is more bigger than feeling’s
You stick with them
You Help them,
Forgive and forget their mistakes
Apologies and advise them
Vanity spoils everything BTW
Make them the most important person
And be with them
I know its not your fault
I know its seems hard to stick with someone that love you so much

5-
I know its hard to
give your hand
I understand
its easier
To break me
And turn your back
Maybe someday you will understand
I will keep saying to my mother how great you are
I will keep defending you
I Hope your ok
I hope your not struggling
Remember i let you choose
And you picked to run away

6-
You Always be my queen
I know you broke me
But at least one of us
Will turn great and I choose you
Hope you don’t let me down
Maybe you don’t care about me anymore
Maybe i blame my self for telling
Remember i said the truth about me
Maybe you don’t accept me
Maybe i’m not good for you

7-
But remember life is hard
Life is fucking hard
Imagine that i lived a life
That you don’t accepted it
And i was struggling with it
Imagine that every day
Your afraid of everything
Imagine every one left you
Because of their need’s
Sometime you make sacrifice
For the one you love
Imagine that everyday
I keep telling my self
The one who love you the most
He wont let you go easily like this
And i keep defending you
Always in my head you win
Im afraid sadness lead to
Depression again

8-
Im afraid of everything
Sometimes your able to think
Of everything
Sometimes you cant think
Of everything because
The one your thinking of
He is gone he left you
Your alone , when
you love someone more than your self
Sometimes that the one your thinking of
You only want to make them Disappear
And i learned the one who you love them  the most they wont disappear they are living in your brain they wont go away that is the rule , the curse of loving them so much

9-
Don’t look back
Be happy
I always imagine you on stage
And you was so successful
Please do that
Maybe i am nothing to you
But your always part of me
big part of me maybe half of me

10-
It kills me when i see you
And i cant do anything
I thought you are
My Soulmate
Where did you go
I thought the one who love
You the most wont hurt you
I thought you was my dream
I thought you was my queen
And you always will
I thought i was your king
But sadly i’m not what I thought

11-
Maybe it was my fault
To see love in other way
To translate everything
In other way
Maybe love is nothing
Maybe its
Only running from your actions
Runs from who loved you the most
and break their hearts

12-
I don’t know anything now
I don’t trust everything
I feel i cant talk
I cant do any thing
I don’t know why
Why i cant talk
Why i cant do
Why i only end by crying
Why i only think of you
Im breaking inside
Im afraid of everything
I want to tell you its my fault
Just come back please
But i cant
you hurt me so much
That i cant say anything

13-
Im beating myself
I cant do this anymore
Please come back
I went crazy
Please come back
Please come back
Let me cry on your shoulder
Let my pain go away
I need you
You was my life
You was my whole life
Every thing good i’m doing
Was for you
Was for living more
for you
To be batter for you
I loved you so much
Where are you
Im lost i need you
I cant do this anymore

14-
I know your hurting
I know you don’t trust me
I know you will never accept me
I know your blaming me for telling
I know your feeling so bad
I know i’m not good for you
Your way batter
I know !
But do you know how i feel ?
Maybe you don’t
I hope you don’t try it
I hope your ok
I will keep asking god
For you
I will keep telling god
To protect you
To be fine
To be successful and happy

15-
I miss you
I thought i’m strong
I miss your voice
I miss your personality
Your face your beautiful smile
Your eyes
I miss when you act
Of something to laugh
I miss
When you make me jealous
When your afraid
I miss my smile when i see
Your text
I miss you

16-
Just go live your life
Run be batter
Be the best generation of you
Be happy
Be successful for me
I know i wont be in your life
But if you care about me
If 0,1 percent do what you
Promised me please
Don’t worry i told you before
Im strong , I deserve it

17-
I don’t care if happiness came
I just want you
Can we format our brain’s
and let’s meet again
I never tried to hurt you
I only tried to tell the truth
About me
Plus I never stopped chasing
You
I never stopped believing
Your not coming back
I kept asking if your fine
If you remember
every Friday
each minute
I was waiting for you

18-
For 2 years i was waiting
Never stopped believing
Your not coming back
And you did you came back
Wow finally my wish come true
My prayers when i ask god
To just talk with you
I need one day
Please god
Oh wow now your back
I went crazy that day
I’m finally back with her
Wow I started believing
Real dreams are coming true
Life is going so great
Im the happiest person in the world
I got you i am so happy
I am waiting to tell you the truth
The thing no one knows about me
Im living this for many years
Can i tell you can i stop
Hating my self
Can you help me
Stand with me
I just need you
With me
Then i told you
And now where are you
Why you stopped believing on me
Why you turned your back
Wait im sorry
Please wait
You told me you cant be
My girlfriend ok wait
Why your running away
Please wait
Oh now your not accepting me
Can you wait i need you
Just listen to me
You told me I hurt you so much
I just wanted you to wait
To listen i was living this
For many years can you
Stick with me but
I let you choose
So its my fault
I love you
.I will always love you

-Malshubaili

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